Michelle
a.k.a. Mich, Clueless, Michlet
years of existence: 19 going on 20
school:SMPS, SMSS, SAJC, NTU
church: St. Andrew's Cathedral
cca: now hall stuff, previously: Council! dance and touch rug
preoccupied with: praying, TALKING, reading the Bible, serving, eating, SLEEPING, blogging(not really), watching tv, watching movies, sighing, laughing, crying, smiling, making funny faces and poses, going crazy, reading, listening to music, star-gazing, taking pictures, dancing, playing touch rug or soccer

*loves:
{JESUS!
{my church
{my cell group
{blue
{babies
{dogs/puppies
{hearts
{rainbows
{butterflies
{horses
{dolphins
{food
{waterfalls
{stars
{smilies
{family
{friends
{vanilla
{strawberries
{apples
{kiwi
{bananas
{coke
{ice-cream
{movies
{pictures

*loathes:
{spiders
{mosquitoes
{pineapples
{sudden loud sounds
like thunder, fireworks, super loud dog barks,
party poppers, balloon bursts, etc.
{things like bungee jumps
{scary movies
(what can i say? i'm weak-hearted)
{flies

*Get really close to God

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tabitha}
vanessa yeo}
clarissa}
charmaine}
kartik}
andre}
tanya}
jiaxin}
amylia}
jonathan}
alex}
ben}
carolyn}
> liling}
mycellgrp}

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puking is horrible...
i hate the feeling...
it's gut-wrenching
like wad my dad says...
but once u've stopped...
it's a bliss...
i hate the feelin of wanting to vomit even more...
it's lik u wan to vomit but u can't...
n i wanted to lie down n slp so bad.
coz of the s2pid headaches...
but evrytime i tried,
i felt lik vomiting...
so i wuld sit up n lean over a plastic bag
but den i wuldnt puke...
onli until my dad drove me home
n i was still in the car outside my hse.
den when i puked into the bag,
it started leaking,
n got the car seat all wet...
den i opened the door n puked onto the road.
den drank water n apple juice
to get rid of the burnin sensation in my throat
caused by the hydrochloric acid.
den i went to bed.
aftrwhich i woke up at abt 1+ n ate my lunch.
den read abit of my book
b4 goin back to slp.
den i slpt till 6.
den bathed n ate dinner
n went for tuition.

ok y did i puke?
coz i was havin 3 migraines in the mornin
which felt lik 1 massive one
coz they were all one of the other.
wif the migraines came the neausea(did i spell tt rite?)
lazy to check dictionary.
den i onli managed to do 1 titration
out of 3 coz i couldnt take it.
so i went to the office
n waited there while they phoned my dad.

i only started gettin migraines aftr my heart op last yr.
first it started out lik today,
really severe.
den it got weaker n weaker
n less often.
but i dun really puke coz of it tt often.
once in a long while mayb...
n i duno whether they were due to migraine.
so anyway,
coz of it,
i started seeing the neurologist.
i went for my MRI yesterday.
it was lik alrite.
not tt scary.
juz laid down in this machine
w/o moving.
for lik 30-50 mins.
i couldnt tell how long.
coz i din hav a watch wif me.
i think i was really tired
coz i was lik half-aslp.
i think i was dreamin coz whenever
my muscle twitches or sumthin,
i wuld lik "wake up" in my mind,
but wuldnt rmbr wad i was
thinkin abt last.
at first,
i was lik singing in my head
some Christian songs i could think of.
aftr awhile i dreamt of stuff.
yeah d nurse said tt i was really gd
coz i laid really still throughout.
at certain pts,
i tried to move my fingers n toes slightly
coz they were gettin numb.
but it wasnt tt much.
the noises the machine made
were really loud
coz i was wearin earplugs
n cushions arnd my ears.
but i could still hear them loudly.
i tried to relate them to some of the
evryday sounds we hear.
one was lik a ball bouncing really
fast on the tennis court
but really loudly too.
one was lik a siren or alarm.
one was lik someone knockin on the glass
followed by loud echoes in the machine.
one was lik the sound made by the drills
in construction sites.
there were more i think
but i onli thot of these few.
some were unidentifyable.
yeah.
the results of the scan
wuld b told to me in august.
i'm rather worried for it.
well, other than the frequent migraines,
i've been droppin a lot of hair lately.
compared to last time.
n i dun think tt it's due to the recent rebonding
coz i did rebond my hair a few times b4.
it not onli drops a lot when it's wet,
but also sometimes when it's dry.
which is really weird.
i mean
wad if i hav lik cancer or a tumor...
choy...
i dun wanna die so young.
but mayb... God might wan it to happen?
i duno.
see first la.
i doubt it wuld come to tt.

i havent really been studyin tt much...
i hav been doin more hwk lately tho,
which is gd.
i used to not do at all...
ms siti thot i was worried for my test today.
coz i told my mom tt i might nid an MC for
today's early dismissal.
coz i was havin a chem test n suppose to hav a bio test.
both practicals.
but den when my mom spoke to ms siti abt this
she misinterpreted this as
me havin the migraine attack as a result
of stress coz of the test.
which is most unlikely true.
the tests were lik near the back of my mind.
i was lik juz gonna do it lik normal pracs...
coz anyway it wasnt lik i din know how to do these practicals...
i did it b4...
yeah... so...
anyway, i asked my mom to ask ms siti abt the MC
coz the office staff told me tt if i din get an MC
wheneva i had a test,
i wuld get a 0.
major yum told me tt too.
n ms siti also asked me to see a doc...

aniwae, i'm fine now.
sadly, i couldn't join tanya n lindy they all
to support angel n jane in their singin competition
in newtown sec.
oh ya tanya, tell me abt it ok?
n sry i couldnt make it.
din think i wuld b sick.
during PE i was lik fine.
mayb it was coz of PE tt caused my migraine.
i duno.
mayb it was cause of the run?
but it was onli 1 round round tt pathetic
"track" even tho i did "exert" myself a lil
when i overtook some ppl.
den we played soccer
which was really fun!
i was one of d attackers in my team.
tanya chose to b the goalkeeper.
we din score any goals tho.
nor did the other team.
so it was a tie.
but the "field" was so small la.
n so was d goal.
i got hit by the ball on my shin.
but it wasnt tt bad.
when we threw in the ball,
we could throw in lik to the other side la
coz lik i saed it was so small.
haha.
but it was fun.

oh ya.
i caught lik half of sg idol on wed.
last time i saed i liked joakim i think.
or was at least referring to him.
i still do.
he's not veri strong vocally but i think
he's got a nice personality.
n he's lik quite mixed.
he's dad's an indian n his mom's a korean.
cool rite?
n he learnt chinese.
even tho he's not a chinese.
i know coz tanya told me tt he's
her ex-tutor's ex-student.
i think paul is gd vocally.
altho his hair is lik quite irritating.
it covered both his eyes this time.
haha.
quite funny to watch him
coz gurmit singh had to point out to him
which camera to look at.
haha.
lik he couldnt see them.
den when he was singin he had to swing his head
a few times to fling his hair off his face,
haha.
jonathan's gd too.
i dun really lik any of the girls.
i prefer gayle the most tho.
my mom thinks tt mathilda's gd.
but my bro keeps criticising abt her choice
of wardrobe.
haha.
other than sg idol,
i've been watchin the new chinese show on ch8.
it premiered this wk.
starring rui en, felicia chin, terrance chow n julian hee.
i think julian hee speaks quite funnily.
rui en is super skinny la.
if u look at her arms n legs it's lik
she doesnt hav any fats at all.
felicia chin looks big when standin next to her.
but i think felicia chin looks prettier.
as in her face.
rui en has this cutesy small girl look
whereas felicia looks more matured
yet demure.
julian looks lik d gd-lookin but gay type.
altho he might not b.
d lil boy called xiao hao is so cute
n is such a gd actor for someone his age.
yeah ok gd n see it for urself if u wanna knoe more.

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