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...PROFILE

Michelle
a.k.a. Mich, Clueless, Michlet
years of existence: 19 going on 20
school:SMPS, SMSS, SAJC, NTU
church: St. Andrew's Cathedral
cca: now hall stuff, previously: Council! dance and touch rug
preoccupied with: praying, TALKING, reading the Bible, serving, eating, SLEEPING, blogging(not really), watching tv, watching movies, sighing, laughing, crying, smiling, making funny faces and poses, going crazy, reading, listening to music, star-gazing, taking pictures, dancing, playing touch rug or soccer

*loves:
{JESUS!
{my church
{my cell group
{blue
{babies
{dogs/puppies
{hearts
{rainbows
{butterflies
{horses
{dolphins
{food
{waterfalls
{stars
{smilies
{family
{friends
{vanilla
{strawberries
{apples
{kiwi
{bananas
{coke
{ice-cream
{movies
{pictures

*loathes:
{spiders
{mosquitoes
{pineapples
{sudden loud sounds
like thunder, fireworks, super loud dog barks,
party poppers, balloon bursts, etc.
{things like bungee jumps
{scary movies
(what can i say? i'm weak-hearted)
{flies

...WISHES

*Get really close to God

Frenz/Pals/Fellows/Mates
tabitha}
vanessa yeo}
clarissa}
charmaine}
kartik}
andre}
tanya}
jiaxin}
amylia}
jonathan}
alex}
ben}
carolyn}
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liling}
mycellgrp}

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    by ice angel



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    Thursday, May 04, 2006


    3 and 1/2 subjs down... mani more to go...
    today i sat for my e maths paper 1 n chem papers.
    the e maths paper was manageable.
    the chem papers were quite difficult.
    mayb it was because i was ill-prepared for them.
    last night i felt as if i knew evrything about chem.
    but moments b4 the exam,
    i realised how wrong i was.
    in a state of panic, i attempted to memorise some of the facts
    that i din knoe...
    aftr the chem paper 1,
    i checked my answers against my friends' and
    to my horror i did make quite a handful of careless mistakes.
    oh well, i guess it just means i have a lower chance of gettin A1 for chem.

    not to fret,
    fortunately,
    this is only mid-years.
    i shall not let it happen for either the prelims or the O's.

    i can only pray that most of my answers are correct.
    it's in God's hands now.

    -----+=+-----

    life is full of regrets.
    i regret not learning chinese properly in primary school
    when i had the chance to learn the basics
    because now i'm struggling with it.
    i regret not reading more books when i was also in primary school
    because now that i've discovered the pleasure of reading,
    i find it a little too late.
    i am less knowledgeable and have a limited range of vocab.
    now it seems unnatural for me to use difficult words
    and i am constantly being corrected than those
    who are more proficient in the language.

    despite the regrets,
    i still learnt something.
    i had a happy childhood.
    and life is not perfect.
    mayb even though i din read as much or learn chinese as well,
    i can still live life happily.
    i guess life is not just about how good you are in English or Chinese
    or skateboarding or science or how pretty you look or whether you're the
    biggest loser or the smartest student.

    if people didnt make mistakes,
    then we won't be able to learn.
    if people didn't make mistakes,
    we would all be leading the same perfect lives.
    if people didn't make mistakes,
    then we would be like perfect.
    i don't know.

    why are humans so emotional???
    is that our flaw?
    we're expected to work hard,
    produce results.
    but somehow we would feel tired.
    when someone dies,
    we would feel sad.
    when people do better than us,
    we would get jealous.
    when we do well,
    we would expect people to celebrate with us or praise us.
    when we do badly,
    we would want other people to leave us alone
    so that we won't have to compare to them.

    how strange is human nature.
    ok i'm juz rattling nonsense.

     -when are you coming back? ;